Why?

Yesterday was a tough day, I am not going to lie. The decision to walk into Weight Watchers on Monday was not an easy one for me, and day two of the plan was tough. If I remember correctly, days two through four are the toughest and I need to push on through. I KNOW that I can do this.
One thing they ask at the meetings when you first go is to figure out your "why". Why did you walk in the door? Why do you want to make a lifestyle change? To tell you the truth, my "why" is that I am tired of living in a state of chaos. I am so tired of feeling like I need everything to be in order before I make any changes to myself, my house, or my life in general. I know the I will never have control of everything. God will, and I won't. I feel like a stinkin' addict right now. The first step is admitting you have a problem...
I am just done with excuses.
Bring it on day three! I am ready!